Snowdrops

Do you know what I was, how I lived?  You know
what despair is; then
winter should have meaning for you.I did not expect to survive,
earth suppressing me. I didn't expect
to waken again, to feel
in damp earth my body
able to respond again, remembering
after so long how to open again
in the cold light
of earliest spring--afraid, yes, but among you again
crying yes risk joyin the raw wind of the new world.