Your light will be shown

My traumas and triggers are trapped in the valley of helplessness, frozen in place,

Where my questions and confusions shiver, yet strive to stand tall,

I feel both nothing and everything, 

I am empty yet complete, 

I have words but no voice, 

I feel fear but lack choice, 

I know all the answers for which I don’t know the questions, 

I can see the glaciers of my patience is melting but what can I do, 

I see that the corners of my fears are both blunt and sharp, 

They can cut my faith into pieces, but what can I do,

I can see the boat of my courage is about to sink, but what can I do,

I can see my heart drowning on the shore of uncertainties, but what can I do,

I cannot cry,

For I have cried enough,

I cannot speak,

For I have spoken enough,

I cannot scream,

For I have screamed enough,

I cannot chase,

For I have chased enough,

Thus, I attempt to wait,

Waiting for these uncertainties to pass,

Or for certainty to prevail,

In either scenario,

I gain nothing, I lose nothing,

But at the end, what I fear losing most,

Is my belief in fairness, still upheld,

In this world, where hope persists,

In this world, where love prevails, 

For those feeling lost in the dark and alone, 

Just hold on a bit more, until you find your own tone,

Your light will be shown

Your light will be shown…!!!