She was a demon

I never knew, 

How to love, 

How to hate,

How to accept, 

How to refuse, 

How to stop, 

How to move on, 

How to trust,

How to distrust,

How to be right,

How not to be wrong, 

How to make someone feel seen, 

When I was feeling the most unseen,

How to make someone feel heard,

When I was the most unheard, 

How to make someone feel better,

When I was aching from my own touch, 

How to make someone feel special,

When I was finding the meaning of my being, 

How to make someone feel at peace, 

When I was having a war with my thoughts,

How to make someone feel understood, 

When I was being the most misunderstood, 

How to be kind to someone, 

When I was sleeping on thrones of betrayal,

How to be empathetic, 

When apathy was hammering nails in my bones,

How to complete someone’s life,

When paradox was growing on the edges of my heart, 

So, if you think that I was bad,

Or I was not good enough, 

Or I did something wrong to you,

Please be kind to yourself, my friend, 

Please blame me for everything,

Because life, is not fair to anyone, 

Because life is not kind always, 

May be when you were fighting a demon alone, 

I was fighting the darkness from which the demons are made, 

I fought, 

I lost, 

I became ashes, 

On which, you walk today, 

And say, 

She was not good enough

She was a demon ..!!