not quite

निराला जी से उनकी अत्यधिक निकटता थी उनकी पुष्ट कलाइयों में महादेवी जी लगभग चालीस वर्षों तक राखी बाँधती रहीं।

I have not quite got to the stage of just sitting, even though I am in prison, but a subtle change has come over me during the past few months.