Is there something which is uncertain yet very enthralling?
Have you ever felt like this?
Strange yet beautiful.
Strong yet vulnerable.
Serene yet sophisticated.
Smart yet over simplified.
Something stunning you from inside.
Sufferance and swift of mood.
Sudden charm of everlasting beauty.
Some sort of ignorance from the one you can love.
Sweet bewildering of your temperament.
All ? or maybe few of the things you might have noticed in your lives!
I'm experiencing almost all of it in the very moment.
It's challenging to carve out everything in order to diminish the non existent disdain.
But I'm trying...without the FOMO and without any obvious presumption!
I really want to be myself.
Undoubtedly,
I'm way too glad that I'm blessed with true stories in life. ✨
True people. Few people. People's people!
And here I am.
Fighting admist of this confusion.
Shall I make a move to render what I believe in or just remain quiet.
Why I should or shouldn't is not the reasonable excuse!
I can. So that should be enough,I guess.
So
Here I want to share,
I'm a little girl,
Mom's favorite kid, a happy kid.
Daddy's independent girl. freakingly herself, admiring the journey.
Professor's bright student. probably promising.
Brother's super dope elder sister.
But I feel blank sometimes.
I feel I don't want to validate anything.
Why I can't be a shining single?
Why on earth relationships are always interpreted as something so exciting that my solitude has become a matter of concern.
I know what I want.
But I need time.
I've trust.
Trust in the process.
:)
-Yati