Apparently I find women with curly hairs more beautiful.
So it happened I was standing at my balcony,and two girls walked past me,one was really pretty but for some reason I could not take my eyes of the other one,with curly hairs,I know it's creepy and inappropriate, and trust me nobody is more surprised than me,but I looked at her all the way till she disappeared. I don't know why! But I cannot stop thinking about her, same happened some days back,but obviously I didn't look at her much,but even that glimpse lasted 2-3 days. What is happening to me,I am worried! Will it always be the case,will I never be able to let go off her,will her metaphorical appearance persist to haunt me? Will everything that has any resemblance to her,remind me of her? Or worst of all,will I keep finding one thing or another to distract myself into liking her even more,everything around me is a reminder that we never existed, that it was only me,always. And the fact,I just keep looking for things that,in my mind,bring her closer to me.