I loved you

I don't know people say this to each other or not,

But I want to tell about this dot ,

I loved you.

Yes you read it right,

It was not so long ago ,

I was going with the flow ,

There were so many things I adored ,

And the lacks intentionally I ignored ,

A tiny world of ours was built in my head ,

Dreams were getting multiplied every second every bit ,

I and so much of mine was ready to get fit into along you.

Being around you was like being complete,

If there would be a problem I felt having power to deal with it ,

But all this while I made one mistake ,

No it was not that I loved you ,

It was that about all you were not informed ,

After going deep down in love ,

I realised dreams only stay in your eyes ,

And reality is as real as the fact that you can never be mine ,

I don't want to explain the process of wrenching and draining all from within that I said as above ,

But now I have the courage to tell you that ,

I loved you.

- Pinki Jha