I wonder

If I could live my life in retrospect 

would it then be without regrets 

Would I then know which path to take

Would there be no mistakes to make 

Would the eyes be always free of tears 

Would the heart then never know fear

If I could live my  life in retrospect 

Would it be a life that is perfect 

A life with no shadows cast

By the mistakes of the past

I wonder though 

If I live my life in retrospect 

Would it really be what I expect 

Would I know a good day without the bad

Would I really feel joy if I was never sad 

Would the victories not seem shallow 

And the happiness not feel hollow

Would I know success if there was no failure

Would the smile matter if there was no tear

Would I truly live If there was nothing to repent No mistakes to be made no lessons to be learnt

My failures, my triumphs define me

A life in retrospect cannot a life be