I am sad
Because I just realised that
I am late.
I lost beautiful years, most amazing songs, thrilling novels, and moments
That I could have enjoyed with you.
I have lost years of loving you
And I am late.
Not that it’s a game
But,
Now that I look back,
There are no amazing stories to look back to
And I know 15 years later when I will look back to this day,
I could think of “thousands of crazy nights,
Meaningless laughter, and stories that you lay on my neck when you kiss me” stories that will coming rushing to my mind.
The right kind of happy is not a state of mind
It’s a person. You are that person to me.
I have laughed so hard in the past few months
That I don’t want to cry even when I feel like.
I have loved you so much in the past few months
That I don’t want to not love you anymore.
I am not full yet
Because I am already late
And want to savour it all.
Nav K