Jo asthitva tha mera vo raas na aya..
bholi thi, naadan thi, ek naajuk si guria hi to thi..
todd todd kar mjhko... Tumne yuh jinjhor kar...
rakh dia murat sa ek bana kar...
roti thi, hasti thi, ruthti thi pehle...
par kisi ko dard du ye sochti nhi thi pehle..
haalat bure the par mein!
tiki rhi! danti rhi! jami rahi!
Sab khatam toh hogya tha na, thik to hogya tha na....
phir kyu ek din me badal gayi?
pta nahi kyu me badal gayi?
shayad bahut kuch dekh chuki thi...
bahut kuch seh chuki thi
shayad khud k lie hi thak chuki thi...
aaj jab badal gayi hu to kyu sukun raas nhi ata mjhe...
kyu apna hi dhang kaat khata hai mujhe...
kya banu mein...
jo thi vo rhu ya jo na hu vo banu...
kya banu mein ye sawaal bas raas ata h mjhe....
Sochti bahut hu... Hu me overthinker...
Nahi sochungi to nahi badlungi
Or phir vo nahi bani toh khud ko maaf nahi kar sakungi...
--FeelingbySimple