Negativity kills me!
As if something is cutting my throat,
Sitting on my chest pushing me back and forth
I thought my tears will roll down, but they refuse to come out
They are scared too, to see what’s going on
Negativity kills me!
I look at myself; it’s not someone I know
I try to make friends, but she refuses to do so
I feel lonely; there is no one to help
The words struggle hard but they sore
I can’t believe what I said, when anger controlled me
But that’s not real me, I cry for foul
Someone shouts behind me "t is late to recover; you have lost it all, fair, big or small"
"What if I start new, may be just a new day?" I recall
I can’t mend my heart but trying to do with my soul
I whisper to myself, wish I could kill her and be free
Why is she so strong when she isn’t supposed to be
She forgets what she was doing to me and smiles back,
the spark in her eyes scares me
Oh! What have I done?
She feeds on my thoughts and governs the brain.
I stopped thinking and made myself do the chores
She peeped inside me, and I moved my eyes to the core
She looked troubled and it made me smile
When she was gone , I took a sigh
I will try to do more so, to say her goodbye
I will try to do more so, to say her goodbye!