I wish I hadn't thrown

My collection of poems

Written over the years

My visions and opinions


Sharing was never easy for me

Nor was giving a befitting reply

Writing down was the perfect anodyne

For keeping me peaceful and alive


One moment of rage

And everything was gone

And oh so meticulously destroyed

Something preserved since long


It began with tearing out

Every single page

Then bit by bit shredding

Lines in a rectangular shape


Piled up neatly 

on the side of bed

Then thrown into fire

Till the words were all dead


What harm could the fire do

The burning anger was to blame

Years of unspoken words

Surrendered to the flame


Wish it all could be undone

My musings all gone and lost

Your presence supported me

So sorry, ditched you for a lost cause


Chitra