& here I stand—

in the very place I rebuilt myself,

each excruciating piece

set back into place

only to be shattered again.


For what?

I still wonder,

still sit with the questions,

picking at the echoes of choices

that carried me this far—

too far.


How did I let myself unravel?

How did I allow every part of me

to be ruined

by the same hands

that once gathered my fragments

and called it love?